"He awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy.
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And during the course of each day his heart would descend from his chest into his stomach.
By early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right for him, and by the desire to be alone.
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By evening he was fulfilled: alone in the magnitude of his grief, alone in him aimless guilt, alone even in his loneliness.

I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad.
As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convince other-the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad.

I am not sad. I am not sad.

Because his life had unlimited potential for happiness, insofar as it was an empty white room.
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He would fall asleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like some domesticated animal that was no part of him at all.
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And each morning he would wake with it again in the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping.

And by midafternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else.
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I am not sad."
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~Everything Is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
~Photos from Matilda Irene Linnea, Angela, weheartit, and Betsey.
WOW! So many things to say...
...Let me start off with this:
I have gotten two awards (blushing).

I'll pass this on to:
The other award is from Textile Voltaire, owner of an awesome blog you guys should all check out:
It's the Unique and Chic award!
I've never seen this award before, which makes it extra special. I'll send this off to:
Please check out this video. This girl named Connie from the UK is only six years old and what a voice she has! She is sure to melt your heart, she is so cute. Don't you wish you could just reach into the computer screen, pluck her out, and put her in your pocket?
Also, this video is equally as lovely. It was on Intimate Vignettes (awesome blog, by the way) and I loved the video so much, I just had to share it with you guys. Such a clever idea.
Mila requested that I share my collage hanging on the walls of my room, so here they are:
(Sorry for the huge awkward shadows and low quality and darkness-I took these at night, when my one lamp was the only light. I might take better ones later)




The last one came out the best. You really have to look at better photos to see the collages better. They just look kind of crappy now. They look a lot better in person, I swear. These photos do no justice for them. Oh well...
And these are two collages I just finished:


I think I like the second one better...
While I was perusing through End of March's blog, I found these precious gems of beds. I'd like to have one of these, any one would be just fine with me...


This one reminds me of tents I used to make out of chairs and bed sheets when I was a little girl.

I just love the floral bedding and the gingham curtains. This room reminds me of the French countryside.

I love all the lace in this room. It reminds me of the 40's or else the Victorian era.




I think this is the coziest room ever.

I am in love with that mobile.



This might actually be my favorite picture. I love how the book is in the foreground and really clear, and everything is a bit foggy and blurry behind it. It reminds me when I used to stay up all hours of the night reading.



The last one is pretty cool too.
I love how not everything is perfectly in place. The messiness is what I find beautiful about all these. The covers and pillows are wrinkled and some of the beds aren't even made, but that makes it all the more pretty to me.
Which is YOUR favorite?
Also, as you all know if you have read my most recent post, I'm trying to execute my idea of taking all these photos and quotes from this blog and publishing it as a little book of inspiration. Since I get most of my photos from weheartit.com, you guys suggested I choose a couple of photographers and use their photos so that I can more easily keep track of all the people I have to credit. So...my dears. That's where you darlings come in. What are your favorite photographers that are my sort of style that would match really nicely with the whole theme of this blog? Something similar to Eleanor Hardwick, Sarah Hermans, that sort of thing. I'd appreciate you all to please help me out here and give me the name of at least one photographer. And if you are an amateur photographer and you think your photography would match nicely with my style, please contact me either through a comment or via my email, which is located on my sidebar.














63 comments on "everything is illuminated."
This post is so long and so so lovely, I didn't wan ti to end!
First, Thank you so much for the award. It is so much appreciated. And thank you for linking to my blog and sharing the bed pictures.
Second, Your collages are AMAZING! I didn't know you did art, and well...you should do more! honestly and love them a lot. I think my favorite one is the first one, but both are so pretty and interesting, I am not so sure :)
I will go through my favorites/contacts on Flickr and see what I can find for you.
Well, have a nice day dear, and thank you again for this lovely post. It is a very nice thing to see and read you you've just woken up :)
MJ
xx
oh i enjoy every post you do.and i got new books to read.so lovely.
the bedroom i like most is the one with the candle on the wall and the bird mobile.
but when i think about it.i guess i like all of them.and i agree with you that a bit mesiness is neccessary hehe :)
I need say tahat i love your blog
God this is going to sounds so incredibly silly, but I find myself looking forward to your posts more and more, and this feeling is increasing with every post you do! You're truly magnificent! :) And your collages, waaw - they're gorgeous!
I really like yyellowbird (aka cari ann wayman) 's photography, I believe you posted some of her work here previously? I think she might match with the other photos you'd like to include in your book!
and last but not least, I apologize for my horrible English! Ha. This is probably the longest comment I ever wrote to anyone :D
god, i love gloating over other people's bedrooms (and houses in general). right now i'm loving yours. this makes me think that i probably don't appreciate my own bedroom, and maybe someone would find it cool... with it's bare white walls.
i love how most of the beds have books in them. reading in bed is such a trap! you just fall asleep even if the book is good and you want to stay up and read it.
Aww I love the photos of the trees! And your room is is pretty <3
I love the second bed the most<333 It's so lovely, I wish I had a bed just like that ^^ I loved this post, I hoped it would never end;)
I'm so excited about your book project, I'm sure it will be amazing. I don't know any photographers though, but I will tell you if I find any!:D
I know your looking for photographers for your book project. I think you should take a few pictures of your own. You have a good eye which I can see from your lovely collages. Just play around and see what you get. You never know what beauty you may be able to capture with your own eye.
you're so amazing. these pictures are breath taking. I love you and thanks for the award (its on my blog now)
much love xxx
your collages are lovely!
xx-LJ from SOS!
The photos of the beds are magic, there's something so intimate and wonderful about them. and your collages are amazing!!
Also, the words you chose from Everything is Illuminated remind me of the short story The Death of Ivan Illych by Tolstoy. You should check it out if you'd like, some of the lines are really powerful.
Gosh,Your blog is so lovely.
Did I mention how much I love the song on your blog. I love its like Moon River. I'll stop whatever I'm doing just to listen to it.
Your collages are wonderful by the way.
Some photographers you may like
http://girltripped.deviantart.com/
http://emilianna12.deviantart.com/
http://dpt56.deviantart.com/
My Deviant art account I have some spring photos you might like.
http://angelwitch113.deviantart.com/
Wow, this post was gorgeous. I really like the beds where they look like fun forts to read in =]
Hmmm well I dunno how my style goes with yours. I am still experimenting and figuring things out, but maybe you'll find some photos you like.
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Thanks so much for the tag! I love the crane picture and I think your collages are amazing. I wish my room looked like those last pictures. I hate that my room is so much more utilitarian than pretty.
Oh dear sweet darling thank you! You do my pics justice and i love you for it!
I adore the collages you made by the way. I actually like the first on better, it's like it's extracted from an exciting story book.
I think i like the lacey bed best, i'm such a sucker for lace and white... The one with the gorgeous mobile hanging over it is also awesome, i have to make one of those. I'm thinking of getting myself some kind of canopy for my bed. That would be cooozy. :)
I'm also gonna take the opportunity to suggest myself as a photographer for your book. Even though i already did that, tee-hee. :)
But seriously, if it were to happen it would be cool to do like a commission thingy, where you give me a theme, or a text or something that i could work with!
All the best!
♥ Matilda
wow, your collages are so amazing! are you an art student? i'm loving the "messy" beds too, they look much more inviting and relect real life! to confess my bed is often messy :)
xx
Oooooh my! I don't know where to begin!! it gets me all dizzy (and happy, of course!) <3
First of all, overall an amazingly gorgeous post! LOVE that book of Saffran Foer, it's just heaven, as are the photographs that match it so perfectly!
Second, such a gorgeous collage! I really love it and am very happy you posted it! Just gorgeous...
About the photographers: if you visit my blog, i have this whole list of photographers at the left sidebar! I think there are lots and lots you'd absolutely love. Candace Meyer, Lina Scheynius and Skye Parrott, to name a few.
And last: thank you SO much for the lovely award you gave me, i feel so very honoured dear!
i didn't know this one either, so it's extra special indeed.
I am sure i forget things i wanted to say, but that's no problem. I can always come back to this ever so gorgeous place of yours...
<33333333333
Mila.
Haha, i am already back again.
I just knew i forgot some things!
Of course, you can also take any picture from my Flickr if you'd like, although they are not that special. Te link is on top of my blog on the left sidebar.
About the beds...very difficult, because you chose such perfect ones.
I like the 3rd and the 7th ones the most. 3 because of the beautiful flowery blankets and 7 because of the amazing sunlight coming in...like a new, fresh start.
Bye, love!
Oh my, your blog is truly amazing!! So happy I found it!
wow, what a beautiful post! i love love love everything is illuminated. one of my favorite books. and the collages you made are gorgeous. you should post more of your art here! i really love the photography of cari wayman who you've posted here before. her flickr is yyellowbird, i think. good luck with your book idea!
xx
chloe
Mmm, what a lovely meaty post! Gorgeous quotes and collages, and I love the dreamy Peter-Pan style beds - bizarrely enough, one of my friends has actually hung two bedsheets up on some string in her room, put up a 'Keep Out: Sarah's Tent' sign on it, and now lies in it watching TV. I got very excited the first time I saw it! Some photographers I love are rosiehardy, shesjack and yes, definitelly yyellowbird, all on flickr! x
<3<3<3 I especially love the bedphotos! One of my all time favourite photographers is Lina Scheynius;)
There's so many things that I love about this post, I don't know where to begin!
I adore the opening set of quotes and images! It just tugs at my heart. The pictures and collages on your wall is so impressive too. It makes me want to do something to my own.
As for the bed pictures, I love the one where it's surrounded by hanging sheets like a tent. I imagine it would be a cozy and private place to read a good book and hide from the world.
Love Everything is Illuminated
Love the second collage too.
Love all of the bed photos! mmmm sleepy.
This was just a great post!
Emma
Love these. I love the bed in the room with the blue walls and the one that looks like tents made out of sheets. I used to do that when I was younger too!
Heehee it's fine! And thank you so much! I'm sorry I couldn't recomend anyone more professional. As much as I need photography to survive, I barely know any photographers. I find out about most of them from you guys on blogspot.
And...I dunno, I just live in a very pretty area. I'm quite thankful. Well, once you start thinking about this more, let me know if you are going to pick any of mine! Thanks again deary!
Tomorrow when I wake up I hope it's in the "coziest room ever" with the pretty blue wall and window.
What a lovely blog you have!!
xoxo
everything is illuminated is such a wonderful read :) i love that book!
once again, i always love the collaboration of photos you have!
great post!
oh this is such a beautiful post!!!
you collages are AMAZING!! all i can say is wow! beautiful. i love them both very much! i quite like the first one the best :D
hope you are well, and things are good!
xx
this post beautiful, i love the images of the beds and the soft light in all of them. thanks for sharing:) the polaroids are soo amazing.
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this post beautiful, i love the images of the beds and the soft light in all of them. thanks for sharing:) the polaroids are soo amazing.
alicexinwonderland.blogspot.com
beautiful choice of an novel!
Hi lovely(:
Someone's got skills. Your collages are so cool, they really inspired me on a rather dull night!
xx
Hi lovely(:
Someone's got skills. Your collages are so cool, they really inspired me on a rather dull night!
xx
I also adore the one that you like - the blue-gray tones of the bed with the book lying in it.
Beautiful post - I especially adore the polaroids.
This was my first time at The Slanted Door also - its beautiful and I hope to be back soon :)
I know nothing about the book that the excerpt in this post is from but I love it so I will be checking this book out. Lol, so indirectly you already gave me a book suggestion! And mucho gracias for the award! :)
thank you for the lovely comment!! and, excuse me if i sound ignorant, but how do you trade links? hehe.
oh, i LOVE the music on your blog. SOOO bittersweet and romantic. you really do have a lovely blog!
xoxo
oh!!! ok, so we just add eachother's blog on our bloglist?? ok! surrree!
thank you!
xoxo
that book is absolutely amazing. i read it a couple of years ago and didn't want it to end.
as for the pictures of the beds, i had also seen them at end of march. i love them all. i have a thing for beds ;)
Wonderfully creative. I'll definitely be coming back for more!
congrats on the awards!
and those collages are just lovely..
the photos are amazing, I want one of this rooms, I like them all! :-) I love your collages
you always do the most amazing posts :)
i love your collages - you're very talented :) x
I have a flickr, but i don't use it. I just put most of my work (or at least what i feel is worth showing) on my blog. But maybe i should get started with the flickr. I will if i have the time soon. :)
I was so excited to read in your comments that people like my polaroids btw!
♥
pretty words. pretty photography.
perfect, that is all there is to it. thank you for this one, again.
x.
what a lovely blog you have! i love the books you choose to post pictures for...i forgot how awesome the secret garden and the little princess are...really beautiful words and pictures
i love your collages! and those photos of beds!
loved the way you put the photos and the text togheter! lovely
wow, could this be any more gorgeous ? your posts are just teeming with beauty, inspiration, and love. great work, lovvie .
x
this. is. amazing. i can't believe the total...beautifulifulness of these pictures. your posts are always so sweet, the passages written are so inspiring and the pictures are so pretty, everything just gives me the shivers! i love all of these pictures, i don't think i can pick a favorite. this blog is so indescribably fantastic, just thought you should know
i loove your room, its so sophisticated!
i love your collages! they're so well done xx
You are so so so so so darling.
The post was beautiful despite the slightly sad poem.
p.s.
congratulations on the awards; completely well earned!
another great round of photos<333
my Mom is 5'2" and always wants to trade for my height, but I always wondered what it's like to be taller? (maybe if I 'slouched a little less' haha!) =]
xx
I absolutely love your blog :)
all are great photos and you did a nice collage
omg this is the first time i come here and i looove this blog so much
xoxo
love the bedroom pics. I love my bed.
I think it's very expressive how you chose beds with books. Personnally the best hour of my day is the hour before i turn my light out, and lie in bed reading (i have to do this every day, or i can't sleep). When you do publish your book, be sure to put me on the waiting list to buy one.
As for photographers, i think definately Ana (silver wings), and also Laurence ([Laurence] on flickr), who i recently discovered and fell in love with her photos.
xxx
omg. these images. all of them. are breathtakingly beautiful. i'm lost for words and so bewildered by your blog love. it's amazing. i love how you write too. beautiful!! xx
thanks! i'm glad you like it!
maybe follow mine? :) haha
ur blog really is aweseome.
want to follow but can't find link
Any idea how credit crunch affected porn?
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